another heartbreak.. another healing process...

"I just don't want you anymore..." was the answer to "Why are you leaving..?
"No point asking me to stay coz i wld just hate you more.." was the answer to "could i still have another chance?"
"I'm sick of everything..It's not worth it..." was the answer to "if i were to make amends to what you don't like, would you come back..?"

and that was it..and he didn't even look back...

sheeshh.. karma...? And so, i have to accept...

He deserves better...
All the best...

Another chapter closed..
with some quotes to make me feel less shitty..

"There's no use in weeping,
Though we are condemned to part:
There's such a thing as keeping,
A remembrance in one's heart..."

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go..."

"There is no disguise which can hide love for long where it exists, or simulate it where it does not..."



Oh hey!! I've got a job...!! woohoo..
-oh well, for a start..
might start blogging again..
depend on votes... =)

its you... one little conversation... changed everything...

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It's freedom to love on May 16.
Say "NO" to sexual discrmination.
Stop "Homophobe slurs" altogether.


If you didn't get the chance to read this post, maybe you might want to take a look at it: Sexual Discrimintion in Singapore

Mark your calender! Pledge your support and head down to Hong Lim Park (the Speakers' Corner!) this May 16 as we celebrate diversity and equality together with our GLBT communities and other Singaporean families and friends here!

You don't have to be gay for PINKDOT.SG because your sexuality don't really matters alot here for as long as you believe in the freedom to love. We want you!

This is a project and an event organised by a group of individuals with a good heart -- to bring all open-minded Singaporeans together and to make a stand against intolerance. At the same time, support the elimination of prejudice against our GLBT communities! You know you hurt them alot, don't you? Change ourselves for the good and be a better person.

THIS IS NOT A CLUB. THEREFORE, NO COVER CHARGES NEEDED!
I urge you all to participate in this event held at Hong Lim Park on May 16 (event begins 4:30pm). Bring your family and friends along and together we make this event a success, shall we?


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Venue: The field at Hong Lim Park
Date & Time: May 16 (Sat), 4.30pm
What to wear: Pink (caps, hats, glasses, sunglasses and accessories are recommended)
What to bring: Anyone who supports the freedom of LGBT Singaporeans to love

What to expect: Pink umbrellas will be provided with a donation; the human pink dot will be formed by around 5pm and a photograph will be taken from a vantage point nearby.
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photos/informations via: pinkdotsg & http://fauzirassull.blogspot.com

Cari jodoh...???

siak punyer ah seng cakap lagu nie sajak ngan aku pasal aku tak laku... siak nyer kering!!

*sings~ i want nobody, nobody but you!!

**Forward to 02:00mins to cut str* to d song.. LoLs...

missing you....

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people.
But you never forget them.
And sometimes, it's those memories that gives us the strength to go on...


i feel so lost without you...
Ur smile used to brighten up my darkest days...
I would give anything in d world for it now...

You held my hands tight when i needed guidance..
You never judged me like others did...
You had answers to all my questions...
You were there, always ready to catch me fall...
You were the strength that kept me going...
You taught me independence, life and it's struggles...
You gave me hope when there was none...
You showed me the light wen it got too dark...
You are... my hero...

You have no idea how much i've missed you...
It hurts like hell even wanting to talk about it...
Writing about it, seems the better option...
Noone can see me crying... They just read...
The tears flow not because I want you back...
I know it's impossible...
The tears are flowing because I can feel you close but i'm not able to hold you...

I know you hate to see me cry...
I'm sorry...
I no longer can laugh like i always do...
Especially when I'm with you...
I miss just about every single thing about you...
I miss d activities dat we used to do...

I'm going on in life,
carrying out my daily routine as per normal,
smile my way through...
laugh off all problems...
end of the day,
another routine...
my prayers for you...
many happy memories of u,
still intact in my heart & soul...
your smile still clearly visible in my mind...
as though being played back over & over again on d tape recorder..

Sometimes...
it's just too painful...

You are being missed papa...
very much...